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Date Taken: 07/30/2007 5:31pm

You were there when I took this picture... at that moment I never thought I would see this beautiful scene without you someday, when I look at it now... It looks the same but somehow I see it differently…

Master of The Darkness
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Since childhood I knew I was different, in what way? I don't know… but I was different ..
that I


know very well


Of course I was, otherwise what is the explanation of this look I have from the people around


me?


I'm used to it now ..that look, and it became a part of my life but I always play stupid and act


as if I don’t know , close my eyes so that I can't read what is written in their eyes, but soon the


reality face me and my soul would read it to stop the illusion I live at , so I see how my love


was met and crushed .. at that moment .. when everyone disappear and I stand alone in the


darkness , choke in my throat suffocates me.. my breathes are tattering .. my heart is rusting


.. my soul is eroding .. at that moment only .. I see him..standing there covered by the


clouds of darkness but I don’t need the light to see him .. I can see him and I know who is


he...my usual foolishness made me forget him... I forgot that I'm not alone in this place... I


forgot that the darkness didn’t role this place, he is there... He is always there... No matter


how empty was this place...? He is always there to fill it... at that moment I smile and think


how stupid of me how I can forget him... However others sow me... however understood me it


doesn't matter... I only have to think that there is someone in this universe who doesn't see


me that way... Someone sees in me something other than others... maybe he doesn't see


anything at all but that's enough for me... It's enough for me that his saintly eyes weren't


contaminated by that look... Pure I can see the life through them and
that... Is a bliss for


me..
That... Is enough for me,,


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about me
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Welcome everyone..

I wasn't planning to post anything here after what happened but I guess I will give it a try
what you can find here is nothing but blah blah about my thoughts and my writings
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